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Everybody leaves... so why wouldn't you?

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 16:44:09 GMT

So that's it, you're in love kid. How did we let it get this far? You are the most important person in my life. I'd do anything for you. It's going to drive me crazy when you're on tour. Nothing could replace the feeling of falling asleep wrapped up in you. I look into your eyes and I need your smile.

I'm going blonde. Very soon. Probably Thursday? Keeks is over tonight, so no go tonight, then I'm work crazy for a while. So much to do so little time.

I'm drinking some really weird tea right now and don't know how I feel about it. Kaisha and Meghan left at like 6 this morning. All we did was drink, go to the Aquarium, venture down The Drive, then drink, then eat some more. Not necessarily in that order.

Do you guys use Twitter? I just got it, and it's amusing in the way that it is assisting in my Lady Gaga obsession. Werd.

Err... I need groceries. And I need to clean. And I can't find my phone.

xox

I'm not your boyfriend baby.

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Tue, 26 May 2009 23:55:29 GMT

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JUNE 11TH BITCHES. Oh, that's round one of the sketches, I don't have the complete ones yet!

xox

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 01:09:09 GMT

Friday night involved puking on a bus, then laying on the sidewalk, face down, while two homeless women helped my best friend get a cab. This was 10pm.

Saturday night, involved making a boy a valentine, receiving mine. Then making out all night. I took a boy home and didn't have sex with him, and he wants to see me again.

I quit smoking for two weeks. Then started again.

I love my life. And my job. Bailey moves here today!

Oh, and I'm vegan (again).

xoxoxo

Don't want to hurt you, try not to fuck with your feelings.

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:17:05 GMT

Life has been the craziest lately.
The past 4 months have just flown by. Even this last week has been too much of an adventure. I'm suffering from stress- not a bad stress. But a too much going on at once stress. And I never want it to end. It feels like I'm 16 again.
Yesterday I ran into an old/new friend. Old as in haven't seen since May. He asked me to hang out tonight. Could be trouble. But there's free food involved. I'm down.
Work is terrific. We had so much fun on Halloween with makeup, and a polaroid photo shoot. Work can be stressful at times. Mainly because I feel ridiculously over my head at times.
I read a quote one day it went along the lines of "I just became tired of trying to act 48- because I know when I am actually 48 I'm going to wish I was still 25."
And that's the thing. I've grown up too fast. I've seen and done shit some people never have in a life time. So it's time to slow down, and act my age. So when cute boys ask me to hang out? I say yes.
Though I have a rule: I am no longer pursuing men. I was trying to be celibate, but making out is too much fun. So, instead I'm going to just do my own thing, and go with the flow, if a boy I like likes me, then hey I'll go for it. Until then, whatevs.

I miss some people and some things, it's just that time of year, you dig?

28 days until my birthday.
xxx

It's all so sugarless.

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 15:59:38 GMT

In 6 days I'm going to be drunk! And in a wedding dress! And dancing my ass off to Cobra Starship.

Crashing shows? Fuck yeah.

I also have two full days of nothing planned for next week! Fuuck yeah!

Then Marcus comes on the 25th- and so does Bailey! Which means drunk adventures!

Hollaaa life is rocking!

I've seen more spine in jellyfish.

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Fri, 19 Sep 2008 16:10:53 GMT

Life is tres exciting :) Today I have an interview, then I'm going to give Sara a call. Sara Pickersgill. She worked on Snakes on a Plane. And Kingdom Hospital, and Fido. I'm so nervous, but I need this. This contact is going to be so crucial to my career, and the fact that Jen actually contacted this woman to get my foot in the door blows me away.

If you haven't noticed lately, I LOVE LIFE.

:)

xxx

It Will Never Hurt Enough.

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 16:00:28 GMT

And my headstone will read:

Alexandra Kathleen Boyd, she never could have loved them back.

Overdressed and underage.

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Mon, 26 May 2008 14:38:21 GMT

If not for you, I know I'd tear this place to the ground.

Friends Only. Comment to be added.

xrocknrollgirlfriendx@hotmail.com — Tue, 14 Mar 2006 23:16:46 GMT

Frankly, I'd rather not get fired, dumped, stalked or be hated! Just comment, and I'll do the rest.